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Loneliness Kills

by Brutalist Architecture in the Sun

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1.
I see her standing on the bridge I don't what she's doing there Shadow on her face Wind in her hair A daydream lost in perpetual dark Isolation Isolation Isolation Why did you walk into my heart Sounds come ang go Traffic turns into streets i didn't know The girl moves on troubled by her ghosts As i am troubled by her As i am troubled by her Isolation Isolation Isolation How did you find your way into my heart Seems we are destined to meet Our feet between two worlds A bridge into another mind An eye upon another life Isolation Isolation Isolation Why did you walk into my heart How did you find your way Isolate Isolate Why did you walk into my heart How did you find your way
2.
You know that its true I am nothing without you Coz what is the night when its left without day Where were you then When the night laid its gloveless hand upon me And turned all those dark thoughts i had into stone My head is a mess, i'm lost and alone A man without shadow In the gutter alone Lost without you The absence of you One used to be two The absence of you One will never be two I'm a hole so big that to climb inside would be to die all alone Trapped in my pain i can never let go Its a pain that is oh so unholy Lost without you The absence of you One used to be two The absence of you One will never be two The absence of you The absence of you
3.
Nowadays it seems i'm locked in a theme How do i ever get back to me Too many roads But nowhere to go My back to the wall one eye on my soul Braiding your hair Stopping the traffic Looking so sweet But I know you're imperfect Its smoke and mirrors Its just an illusion Tricking me Into collusion You're not there You're in my head You're not there Just me again Nowadays i feel i'm locked in a dream How do I ever get back to me So many scars So much hurt My back to the wall One eye on my heart Its smoke and mirrors Its just an illusion Tricking me Into collusion You're not there You're in my head You're not there Just me again Just me again Just me again You're not there You're in my head You''re not there Just me again
4.
They say the past is a foreign country I was in the friend zone The best thing in the end I wasn't ready I'm barely ready now Echoes from the past Show what could have been Things would be better They couldn't be much worse And I miss you Let's go and stay in that foreign country and I miss you Let's go and play in that foreign country And I must confess That I worry all the time If you could see The raw and maskless me Would you know me? Would you even love me? Faded photographs Of that foreign country I look around and see I really don't belong And I miss you Lets go and stay in that foreign country And I miss you You're still alive in that foreign country You think too hard Take my hand please Help me leap To that foreign country Save me Hold Me Reunite me In that foreign country Could you even love me? In that foreign country
5.
Walls 04:57
I know the walls are closing in And I just want to be myself And all the years inside your head I never really knew it well Now my eyes begin to cloud And momentarily I stall I try to find a place to hide but all i found is you And I don't want to play I don't want to stay here Sitting on the back of giants They wait for me to fall They've seen it all before I know the nights are closing in Reminding me of what's to come My body cold and broken Just a shadow of the man I was And now my eyes begin to cloud The river runs into my dreams The tears begin to fall again The emptiness is blistering And i can't see I have no eyes My back will break without a spine Oh my god Oh my god The walls they're closing in Closing in I tried to heal me I couldn't find a way I know the walls are closing in And i just want to be myself All the years I held it in Too late i tried to put out And i cant see I can't breathe Lost again beyond my reach Oh my god Oh my god The walls they're closing in Closing in Closing in Closing in
6.
In a different world we would be the ones Who could smile instead of weep But with our heavy hearts on a dusty road We killed the chance turning hope to grief And clouds still form and gather in our throats The words get stuck before they burn because We never learned to notice notice watching us We never learned to count on counting just for fun We never to learned to spot the spotter spotting us We never learned to trust coz trusting wasn't good enough Grief killled hope Grief killed hope Ready or not onto the bus with grief killing hope In a different world we could wear our clothes much closer to our skin But the truth of what still lies beneath would push it out again And clouds still form they gather in our throats The words get stuck before they burn because We never learned to spot the spotter spotting us We never learned to trust coz trusting wasn't good enough All those little secrets kill you All those little secrets kill you All those little secrets kill you All those little secrets kill you
7.
Rain 04:52
She comes like rain Drowns you in her pain She turns to leave And nothing is the same You watch her eyes can't look away Coz she is both the light and the shade The light and the shade She is the sun she is the rain She'll chase the night into the day Beneath the skies that boil and weep This girl is deep and troubling She thaws like ice Melts your fear away She closes eyes And hangs there in your brain She is the cloud That taunts the day A weeping wound A jagged blade You watch her eyes Can't look away Coz she is both the light and the shade She is the sun she is the rain She'll chase the night into the day Beneath the skies that boil and weep The girl is deep and troubling Yeah, yeah, she is the one The sound you hear Within the dark The truth that hides Beneath your bruised and battered heart Comes like rain Comes like rain
8.
Beneath a blazing sun My lips are always dry I thirst for something now That i can never find Complete the shape And help me take This imagery And throw myself away I never could describe The creature that's inside I never let it out For fear you'll cut me down This is the colour of my truth Do you feel it touching you This is my marker now The one i want to play I'm reaching out I'm reaching out Don't throw this chance away Don't throw this chance way Complete the shape And help me take This imagery And throw myself away I'm reaching out I'm.reaching out I'm reaching out I'm reaching out Complete the shape And help me take This imagery And throw myself away
9.
Content Machine Content Machine Content Machine You're just a Content Machine You're Lost I'm found You fly I Land I wish I were you You wish you were me Content Machine Content Machine Content Machine Content Machine Concrete Life And neon signs Empty Life Empty Minds You Laugh I sob You stab your brain with the Content Machine I wish I were you You wish you were me Content Machine Content Machine I wish I were you You wish you were me Content Machine Content Machine Content Machine Content Machine Content Machine You're just a Content Machine You fight I love You laugh I sob I know you're there in my Content Machine I cry at your picture in my Content Machine I wish I were you You wish you were me Content Machine Content Machine I wish I were you You wish you were me Content Machine Content Machine
10.
Cover Me 04:30
I can't get through I can't get through Trapped in my head and I can't let it happen again I can't get through I can't get through Can't even see you And I can't let it happen again And I can't let it happen again And I can't let it happen again And I can't let it happen again Cover me Lay my body to rest and cover me I wish I were somewhere else I wish I was someone else Lay my body to rest and cover me They said it would heal in light They lie, they lie Would it be so bad If I die I died And I can't let it happen again And I can't let it happen again And I can't let it happen again Cover me Lay my body to rest and cover me I wish I were somewhere else I wish I was someone else Lay my body to rest and cover me Cover me I wish I were somewhere else I wish I was someone else The absence of pain When you cover me Cover me The absence of pain When you cover me Cover me
11.
Turn around Don't make a sound Crashing now is gonna hurt like hell I close my eyes A million times The world still fades to nothing as you say goodbye And I know you love me Can't leave that all behind Can't die now without me Not this time Not this time They say that good intentions are the sweetest gift that you could give But I don't want to live forever if it looks like this No Oh no Oh no Please no No i don't want to live forever If love is trapped inside a cold and bloody box Come back to me Come back to me Don't walk away Not ready yet Don't close the door Don't leave me here The night is cold On desolation street You know how I feel Its how i've always felt I can't go on Without you now I don't want this I don't want this What of your What of your promise? They say that good intentions are the sweetest gift that you could ever give So why does it feel like all I ever taste i s bitterness
12.
A cold and dirty place It drains your eyes its telling you to run away From a pain that burns do deep Loss on a smile Pain multiplies The single spaces calling you The single spaces always lie A purple heart won't bring her back Your scars will last you'll carry them When nights creep up and torture you It drags you down It takes what's good And throws it out It throws it out Loves goes to sleep It's always in retreat Don't like the way its fingers burn But we never learn We never learn We never learn Another desolate place Where tears like dreams die upon a monstrous wind The last you'll ever see of them Loss on a smile Pain multiplies The single spaces call to you The single spaces always lie With cracked and bleeding hearts We're hiding from ourselves Hiding from a wound that never heals It burns inside It screams at us through the divide Through the divide Love goes to sleep Its always in retreat Don't like the way its fingers burn But we never learn We never learn We never learn
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released June 28, 2023

Dean Clarke - Music, Electronics, Words & Voice
Cye Thomas - Words & Voice *except tracks 4, 9, 10 & 13

Mixed & Mastered by Kevin Energy at BigJam Studios, Sittingbourne, Kent

Artwork concept by Dean Clarke and produced by AI

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